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Monday, July 31, 2006

its 0151 now and i aitn sleeping yet for goodness what reason.
i been flipping on bed since 1200 and am still wide awake now.
tsk tsk.
made myself 2 peanut butter sandwich.
and still cant sleep.
listening to absolut radio online. haha. suprising that theres still someone deejaying.

haiz. i just created this blog not long and am doin nothing much with it.
whenever i can come online. i would try to maple. and thats bad.
i think i should curb my addiction to maple. better. must. :(
but i so want to train to 3rd job. and later i would give myself more and more excuses..
meteo's not gonna play much soon too.
whats left of me? just training and training with the zombies.
if only i can apply that on my studies and perharps i will be better.

prelims are coming in a months time. and i felt so unprepared.
i am not meeting my own goals.
not even on my best subject even though its 'good' enough.
everyone seems like mugging now. and me?
even though i seem like but i am not.
my bro is so irritating. a HUGE distraction. and a pest at times.
then my mum would always say i am wasting my time 'stoning' on work=sums, then would call me to do something else like i should spent the time to clean up my room. :/
wu shi mang she would say. always doing something thats not useful.
hello?
how can i ever study in peace?
okay. i admit that i play maple is a waste of valuable time.
but then. can someone spare me?

oh well. enough of my complaints.
290706
on sat is my food and nutrition practical.
everything was okay for a 'slipshot' work.
but i am unhappy abt it.
and my mum instead of encouraging me was nagging at me more when i told her about the whole process..shes like see la......and so on...
thinking about it. why did i ever take this up?
just because i like food.
yea.

shall post the pictures of my creation when i have the time.

well. at least on the bright side, its over.
this practical have been bothering me and stressing me up alot.

suppose to meet up mulia on this day.
he's migrating to the states.
and returing his 'stupid' blazer which chai kept it for 2 years and chai had been out of contact with him. lol. and he only tells me one day before he left.
oh well. wrong time as he suddenly said his flight is at 4pm which is supposingly planned to meet at 8pm? lol.
thus in the end we didnt meet cause chai is actually going for her tuition. so. yea. another day.
tsk tsk. i am like the messenger or smth on that day.
talking about ppl migrating i realise theres so many people around me are migrating. :(

still wide awake man. 0212 now.
thinking that i should do smth on my coursework B. but end up blogging here.haha.
turning nocturnal man.
now i still have church commitments and suppose to join some youth group attachment which i had 'missed' it last week liddat...
must manage my time well man...
just join in with the choir today.haha. was quite nice actually...

hmm.....well..at least i survived this far in this hectic live of sec4.
haha. all the way!!! time flies man.
i hope days like last friday 280706 will always be there.
refers to jolene's blog. XD
haha. went to mei's uncle shop to pool.
theres mei, jo, me, meteo, tc, tc's bro, mei's lil cousin.
haha. and i had fun making fun at jo.
our alternative firday hangout of the day.
my third time pooling. not a bad attempt.
haha. XD
and i had fun there! :)
whats up for the next friday?

pics will be up when i got the time.haha.

its 0235 now.
i feel so dumb at times.
i dont say the right things at times.
or i dont know how to react to situation at times.

maybe i should just through the night.
haha
study.or....hmm.. shan't think about it.
till then.

i am back here again.
edits-
guess what. its 0403 now.
haha. about one and a half hour time i should be awake.
and going to school.
tsk.
i think i would be zzZZZ in school..
and what have i been doin? mapling.
at first fm shopping. then killed about 300 zombies..
and i am back here again.
i think i should sleep now.

incognito deejaying.throughout the night O.O
haha..